September 15, 2004

  • aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh..! make it stop...


    that was my silent cry.


    i swear, if it was a man mashing my breasts, i would've done my darnest to punch or kick him. or bite him. or split his eardrums with an EAYYYYYAARGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!


    but it was a machine looking for lumps and i could only wish that the technician will hurry up in checking the plates or whatever it was she was looking into.


    she said: don't move. is she kidding? i don't even dare let a tear fall. and i'm not breathing!!! hurry up.. please?


    when it was over, i was in such a hurry to get out of the place, i almost forgot to put my bra back on. wouldn't have mattered, actually, since i'm, ah, insconpicuous in that respect.


    i know there are new mammogram methods which don't hurt. but i didn't ask my doctor if i could have that. i'm also not sure if my insurance covers it. and, i thought: other women have braved it and came out fine. i could do it!  unh... (that's the sound of somebody who just got smacked on the head.)


    note to self: for the next mammogram, take tylenol an hour before.


    note to stick to self:  DON'T TOUCH! grrr...

September 13, 2004

  • have you heard of RatherGate? Or would you rather not hear about it? haha!


    the truth is, it's so hard to keep up with the campaign news that has happened right after the Republican National Convention.


    first there were the Democrats tripping over themselves to denounce Zell Miller as a liar. now, Zell Miller's speech and presence in the Republican convention must have really hurt them, because a friend of mine, g, whom i chat with from time to time, but who hasn't given a pipsqueak of anything on my blogs for the past 2 years suddenly left me a comment, and not just a comment, but a comment with 0 props. (things like this make me wonder how james carville of cnn, and informal adviser to the kerry campaign, and mary matalin, adviser to the bush-cheney campaign, stay married). i had wanted to blog in defense of sen. miller but didn't have the time. anyway, sen. miller has already written a reply to his critics, which is much better than what li'l ole me can come up with.


    then, for me, there was kerry's midnight speech right after the RNC. i stayed up for it because i wanted to know what he had to say. i expected something strong and rousing which will effectively counter pres. bush's convention speech. what he said, instead was:"i will not have my patriotism questioned...", etc.... "i defended this country as a young man..." and something about his fitness to be commander-in-chief. it was disappointing and sounded as tired as he looked. i liked those words when i first heard them during the democratic national convention, but it has been 4 weeks since then and after 4 weeks of listening to the news, his speech just sounded hollow. what was interesting though was that it was in response to dick cheney. and it is interesting because: 1) cheney is running for vice-president and not president, therefore, edwards would have been the more logical person to go after him (but edwards, of  course, can't do that because he didn't go to vietnam, too); and 2) cheney did not question kerry's patriotism nor his being unfit. as an AP release has explained it, kerry saw a washington post headline on thursday morning saying that cheney called kerry unfit the night before. kerry latched on to this and spoke against it in his thursday night speech. now, if this is true, then it just goes to show that you just cannot simply gobble up what you read in these major newspapers.


    which brings me to the third news: the associated press (AP) booing story. early last week, AP released a story on a campaign rally held by pres. bush which said:


    President George W. Bush, campaigning in Wisconsin, wished Clinton "best wishes for a swift and speedy recovery."  "He's is in our thoughts and prayers," Bush said. Bush's audience of thousands in West Allis, Wisconsin, booed. Bush did nothing to stop them.


    they retracted it a few minutes after and released a sanitized version (and without the reporter's byline) when people who were there complained that there was no booing. but, the damage has been done. there were people who saw the first release, knight ridder distributed the lie even more by carrying the first release, cbs had it in their online news version even 2 days after AP recanted, and an ohio paper still carried it over the weekend. some foxnews pundits say that it was just lazy reporting; the reporter who wrote it was in new york and he didn't check his facts before releasing the news. but i believe what somebody else pointed out: that it was a piece of prejudice against the republicans and Bush. why else say that 'Bush did nothing to stop them'? aah, yes, that's to be expected of those mean-spirited republicans. (i hope you didn't miss the sarcasm there.)


    and, finally, for the most titillating media news last week:  pres. bush's lied about his service in the national guard and cbs has scooped the goods on it! this turns out to be the most exciting, so far, not because their goods really damages bush as they must have expected, but because it turned out to be a couple of rotten eggs which has broken splat square on their face. ben barnes, as a witness against bush? his daughter says he is lying. (i wonder if somebody will try to verify and go on the news about ben barnes's not being the lt. gov. of texas in 1968, as he claims. kind of the now-debunked christmas-in-cambodia story, i guess, which has been seared -- seared -- in kerry's memory). and the memos which will prove their claim? with every day that passes, more and more people conclude that they are forgeries. soo many interesting stories about this in the internet (i even learned about kerning and military document formats because of this) and dan rather? i think he'd rather not dwell on it.


    pro-kerry talking heads go on tv saying: but this doesn't change the story that pres. bush did not complete his service. i agree with the first part of the premise: it doesn't change the story, BUT, i don't agree with the second part. the story is not about bush and his service; bush has received an honorable discharge and has then gone on to become a company executive, a two-term governor, president of the united states and commander-in-chief. if he has to be judged, judge him for his accomplishments in those terms, not for something 35 years ago.


    the story is about big-time media bias, about journalists who have the power to sway the opinion of the people and who spin the news -- and even make some up, it seems -- to damage bush. i didn't believe about the anti-bush media bias when i first heard about it but these two items nail it for me. after all, doesn't it make you examine your views in a new light?


    i mean, hey, is the economy really bad? is it really bush's fault or are those just what the headlines say? is the unemployment rate really that bad even though it is at the same level as clinton's when he ran for re-election or is it because that's how the news paints it? is cheney really the greedy and evil one because his halliburton ties was the reason for the war or.. is it because media doesn't print much of the details explaining the military procurement process? did bush really lie or did the media just give more time to michael moore's and joseph wilson's spin on the events  and not much on the findings of the butler commission and the 9/11 commission?


    somebody in a forum said that she was not planning to vote for bush but after realizing that he had to contend with all the lies and the demonizing done against him, she decided that he had the strength of character needed for the job of president of the united states and is worthy to be re-elected.


    i feel the same way. months ago, i had told g that if i could vote, i would vote for bush. he said that it's a poor choice. kerry is better. so i listened and read about them. what i have learned in the past months has only confirmed for me that bush is the better choice, an opinion that involved considering the things that the democrats and big media would rather not let you see.


    note: if you had read this far, i applaud your perseverance and thank you for your patience. i will try to post the links to the items i mentioned if i get the time (typing this already took me two hours!). if i don't, these can be easily checked using google. ciao! it's time to rest my tired fingers...

September 11, 2004

  • ok, i'm out of hibernation.


    a quick update to friends who might have been wondering where i've been and what i've been doing: i'm in california now and have been here for... omg! MORE THAN FOUR MONTHS!


    i owe a lot of people emails, calls, etc. when i got here last may 2 i told myself to fix my contacts list ASAP -- and make it a priority. of course, it's still priority. my AOL address book is still empty, my PDA is still not updated and still in storage, and my cellphone is still in a bag somewhere. haah..


    what have i been doing? mostly learning to be a housewife (ie. cook, use powertools, sew, shoot guns and load ammunition) and recently, learning about american politics (the difference between a liberal and a conservative. note: i thought i was liberal). oh, yeah, i rest a lot in between.


    anyway, got to go! it's 4pm and i think eric needs his lunch. later.

September 9, 2004

  • in reply
    (to this)


    well... assuming that you are taking the side of the democrats, i could, of course, give out the list of 'what it means to be a good democrat'. but let me reply, instead,  on the following:


    A woman can't be trusted with decisions about her own body,


    the democrats say that war on iraq is killing innocents but then allows mothers, with the help of medical personnel and the support of government, to kill their unborn children. do you support abortion, g?


    The best way to improve military morale is to praise the troops in speeches while slashing veterans' benefits and combat pay.


    guess who voted against military defense spending including $87 billion for the troops?


    A good way to fight terrorism is to belittle our long-time allies, then demand their cooperation and money.


    i don't think you are talking of the republicans. it's the democrats who belittle the help of countries in the coalition including britain and australia.


    Providing health care to all Iraqis is sound policy. Providing health care to all Americans is socialism.


    please differentiate between a foreign policy program and a domestic policy. as for domestic heathcare, for myself, i would prefer having a say on my healthcare and, of course, having doctors still willing to practice medicine because they haven't been scared off by govt control on it.


    A president lying about an extramarital affair is an impeachable offense.


    if you are talking about clinton, i agree that he shouldn't have been impeached just because he was being serviced by monica while in his office, talking to someone on the phone about bosnia. think about this, if he wasn't distracted by monica, would he have paid more attention to security matters instead of relegating most of the decisions to sandy berger? would he have been less worried about public opinion and ordered a hit on bin laden, thereby preventing 9/11?


    A president lying to enlist support for a war in which thousands die is solid defense policy.


    are you talking of bush? not true. michael moore lied and joseph wilson lied when they said that and the democrats continue to trumpet it around the world, ignoring the conclusions of the butler commission, the 9/11 commission, and the senate intelligence committee. and then they cry that the world hates america.


    Government should limit itself to the powers named in the Constitution, which include banning gay marriages and censoring the Internet.


    of course the democrats wouldn't want to censor the internet. after all, al gore invented it!


    What Bill Clinton did in the 1960s is of vital national interest, but what Bush did in the '80s is irrelevant.


    er, the focus now is on the 70s because:  kerry makes his 1/3 duty (4 months) in vietnam his central theme and when people who served with him question it, he: (1) threaten tv stations against showing the ads, (2) tried to paint them as liars (with the help of major tv station hosts who browbeat pro-swiftvet guests) and... when it still didn't work, asked for Pres. Bush's help to denounce the swiftvets (talk about protecting freedom of speech!). well, since it still didn't work, democrat politicians are now coming out of the woodwork to question, once again, pres. bush's service in the ANG.


    let me describe this in one word: pathetic.


    i honestly think that you definitely have more character, sense of leadership, and moral backbone than kerry. so i would have thought that you'd see through kerry and see him as the poor choice in this elections.

September 2, 2004

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           Mad as Zell 

           When he was a younger man,
           He was a Marine.
           Later it was politics, 
           Still that is his scene.
           Yes, a lifelong democrat,
           But he saw it change.
           Since he is a patriot,
           He sure found it strange.
           Democrats no longer care,
           For what made us great.
           So now he is speaking out,
           Before it’s too late.
           America needs leadership,
           Not a flip and flop.
           George Bush has Zell Miller’s vote,
           Kerry we must stop!

                by   Conspiracy Guy aka DIF 9/2/2004


     


    The speech that Sen. Zell Miller gave last night was definitely one of the best I've ever heard. Ever.

July 11, 2004

July 1, 2004

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    meet erol and bodel...


    (when i find the picture that i want to use for this blog... i thought i had it in this pc. or maybe it's still in the camera... )


  • she's beautiful, isn't she?



       i wonder who she is?


       i wonder what kind of life she has led or what
       kind of thoughts she has had to make her that 
       beautiful?


      


     


       


     


     


     


     


     


          i wonder what lovastatin is?


     i wonder if she really uses it? or is she smiling in this beautiful way as part of a modelling job for the pacificare ad?


    (i wonder if pacificare will sue me for using their photo? or will they instead give me some freebie for mentioning them in this blog?)

June 23, 2004

March 27, 2004