March 15, 2004

• i told eric that i would blog. and here it is! i think this will turn out to be a rambling blog. disorganized. just like my state of mind. and just like my place which, right now, has stuff and boxes scattered all over.

  
  

  packing is a hassle sometimes. it shouldn't be if all i had to do was simply stuff everything into boxes and not care about how cost-efficient it will be. but since i want to put as much of the heavy stuff as i can into the balikbayan box so that i can save on shipping costs, then it becomes a hassle. but, i'd still prefer to go through the hassle if that means i can save on costs substantially. it's just another case of balancing priorities.

  
  

  just like life, i guess. if you don't care about what will happen then you can sail smoothly through it, unmindful of consequences. who would care, anyway? but, if you want to organize your life so you can get the best out of it -- or of the afterlife -- then you make yourself struggle through planning things, setting priorities, self-control, discipline, persisting. because you know that, in the end, it will be all worth it.

  
  

  but,  how do you know? what makes you think that whatever you'll get in the end is really worth the struggle that you're making yourself go through now?

  
  

  does anyone really know?

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